fucking A. this is the tattoo i wanted for myself.
tho i hav t admit. this model's body look mad chio.
photoshop. im getting you!












































































i wanna get this.




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ooookayyy. C. u win!
im getting tumblr. NOW. im moving NOW.
follow me on tumblr! HAHAH. ((:

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i feel lik joining tumblr.
stupid... before i recreate this blog.
i already got the urge t switch t tumblr.
and C just tempt me. best.
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meet with CY, too early.
i cant. i dunwanna go home yet.
so. last min. supper.
had a nice laugh.
we own practically the whole shop.
just lik ytd's steamboat with the gang.
we laugh lik we own the whole damn shop. LOL.
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yeahh, im single.
yeahh, im fine.
livable.
*
J says. im not heartless lik i thought.
i say, OH so im heartful? TYVM. (thankyouverymuch)
ok, dun bother checking. there is no such word.
its the kailing's dict. =D
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took 63 to meet CY.
went past sim drive, when there used t be only memories of me, yan, C.
but no, now there is you in it.
went past geylang. went past bugis.
and i wondered.
merely three months.
how the hell u manage t appear everywhere in my life.
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note: we dun meet everyday.
lucky thing. not much memories in ubi.
livable. yess, very livable.
i'll live with it. wun die.
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i saw couples aft couples.
and i wondered. whatever happened to us.
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i saw his fb.
yet another thing i detest.
yeahyeah. i stalk. whatever.
sth abt, he can giv u happiness.
wish you and him the best.
blahblah.
see le more dulan. totally.
*
so generous of you.
yeahh, i accept your wishes.
thanks. dunno which him you're talking abt.
but doesn matter.
*
totally treat me lik a fucking toy.
or maybe a pet.
like, oh, i think my "dog" like this flavour more.
so, okayyy, buy this flavour.
except that, a dog cnt voice out objections.
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it doesn matter who.
it doesn matter if he can make me laugh more.
it doesn matter if he can gimme happiness.
it doesn matter if he is fucking richer.
it doesn matter if he gives in to me more.
it doesn matter even if you gonna die.
it's my choice that matters bodok!
whatever. you can go suck ****.
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mad pissed.

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i hate it when people ask me such things.
-"will you be happier without me?"
-" will you be happier if i let you go?"
-"will you be happier if you are single?"

G asked this once i think.
J asked this several times.
even B assked this before.
and now. holy shiit.
W also asked this.
fuck.
do i look a retard?
so much so. ppl suspect i prefer to live with LESS happiness.
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IF
you wanna leave.
just leave.

IF
you think you are not capable of giving me happiness.
please leave also.

IF
you think you are being noble.
you can leave also.

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sorry, i do not appreciate ppl being noble. i prefer selfish bastards. J like that, W also like that.

men around me either love t act noble.

or they are noble by nature.

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super cute right, dun worry. its mine now.
WAHA. if only they got more colours. XD
i sure collect ALL. i want the whole set lik korkor one. )):
next time i take photos let u guys see!
mad cute,.


























my dog love corner.
he keep trying t squeeze in the corner. -.-
lik owner lik dog.




















mad pweettty. not mine tho. cycy. *wink*wink*
mind you. it cost more than $500. goshhhh.
some people 身在福中不知福. like super loh.
btw, the camera did no justice to this mad gorgeous earing.


















the cute box! ((:


























cycy, why not u just gimme the box.
cus i noe there is no way u will gimme the earing. LOL.
























ok. the cny photo. lols. rmb thousand of posts ago. i mention gambling.
and W's cousin was lik "bai zhen"-ing. (摆阵ing)
this is the zhen(阵). LOL!
btw,zz, isit this zhen ah. i cnt find the other one lei.
looks wrong. bah!












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enough of photos. tml i got automation control paper.
GG-fied. i more scared of wed one. power E. tho.
automation control MORE impt. but then.
i more scared of the other one lei.
cus this one is more of theory. not so scary.
i scared i flunk it!
my A and B just kissed me goodbye. )):
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i wanna go clubbing on wed, thurs, fri, sat.
anyone going? gosh.
i forgot, none of my clubbing kaki got my link. -.-!
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i like this song alot! -untouched. credits: CY! ♥♥((:

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gotta be active in SU le. i wanna go camp! haha.
i wanan be OGL this time round! ((:((:
go meeting go trial camp also can!
JUST to be OGL.
ALL IN THE NAME OF OGL.
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happy third month.

we didn celebrate our third month.
he didn even rmb.
he thought we still two months.
i said its three.

then
he thought its ytd. cus he thought feb got 29th.

i know you wouldn call back.
dun ask, i just know..

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im reminded of sth.
sth a fren told me not too long ago.

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NN EP10 - Durian Dodgeball/Kiss Grandma

THIS IS FUNNY. LOL. ROFL.

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idiot boyfriend playing a fool with camou cream.
trying to entertain the girlfren. LOL. ROFL. LMAO.












some views of her look lik fiona!
but obviously. fiona's jugs are.. you know.
ALOT *ahmm.















i like the boots! DR marten!! im digging it!














i like her aura. LOL.

















































































should i buy this for mommi?!
think she wear le also not nice loh. gees..














































































i like her tan line! should i go tanning!?!?
oh. i think this tube is kinda nice?
but lik. not nice. geees. i dunno!

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aye. im in abit of situation here. )):
i finally finished all my dresden files on hand.
7th. where are you!? im so gonnna find you..
right now. i should just concentrate on exams.
automation control eh?
i soooo gonna conquer u baby.
gimme a A baby, dun be stingy. or a B will do.
not gonna let u gimme a F boy.
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i swear i gonna hit the club before i go for my fyp.
best, the club music better be nice.
i must hav spray tooooooo much ck-be.
i keep smelling cherry smell.
which aren a good thing.
since..
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well. obviously. my situation here is boyfriend-girlfriend thingy.
who else can gimme headache?!
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started off with sth personal.
i suppose i asked toooo much questions.
and irritate someone.
cus as you can see here.
we girls aren suppose t ask toooo much questions.
cus we would put the oh-i-am-so-pressurised-that-sorta-mumbo-jumbo on them.
and yes, he was like having headache.
i suppose i could hav been a lil more sympathetic.
and add abit of the ingredient named- niceties into the blend.
i shouldn bomb those frivolous questions at him.
cus you see. by doing so.
i make myself appear lik a heartless,cold-blooded, void of feelings bitch.
i suppose im done with sarcasm.
well. of cus, i got pissed. so i shutup for awhile.
but curiousity got the better of me.
i started asking again.
3/4 questions more?
and boomboomfire. i got shot down.
blahblah. we argued. we quarrelled.
tho im not too sure is "quarrel" the right word.
nonetheless.
Tension in the air, both of us getting upset at each other.
and end off with playing some stupid game.
yeah, you got it. the well known. -mind game
he started asking some nonsensical questions.
which i had no way to know wwhat should i even say.
i tried my luck.
obviously, when people say bad luck comes in threes. you should believe them.
apparently, luck fail me.
i gave a wrong answer.
he came up with the wrong conclusion.
""question: i go reservoir.
answer: go loh.""
obviously, i died here. lost the battle.
got shot with lotsssss of bullets and arrows.
thank god, they aren silver bullets or fire/frost arrows.
but. fuck! tell me.
how can a question which seem so harmless be able to release arrows?
and LOTSA IT!
anyways! thennnnn. these happened.
he started mirroring everything i said.
for eg.
""K: what the fuck do you want now?
W: what the fuck do you think i want? ""
NOTE: this is EXAMPLE. i cant really rmb what we said ytd.
i mean. i cant rmb lik X to the MARK right?
ok. no dota terms here. zzzzzz.
soo. we cont like that for god knows how long.
well it definitely felt like hours to me.
and time went lik vrroomvroomzoom. we finally *snap*snap*
realised the conversation is going nowhere.
and both of us step back. (in a way) (or rather felt that way)
we ended the call. 5+am.
goshhh. and obviously.
your lady here. soooo capable of being pessimistic.
naturally. she said things like.
""K:oh, so now you want a break up?
W: this is you say one. ""
K: you said you cant feel anything!
W: i meant my headache. can you dun anyhow assume!?"" (LOLROFLLMAO!)
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goshh, i think i pretty much drove him crazy last night.
not like he didn.
we are on par. LOL.
more like.
we are like nemesis. -.-
we cant conquer each other.
but we drive each other crazy.
goshhh. i hate him.
seriously.
but he is lik some stupid drug.
some stupid cherry drug.
damn if i admit i love cherries.
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yes, and FYI. we are not okay yet.
i thought we are lik cold war-ing
apparently. i mentioned im suffering from pessimism.
and im lik in the final stage. the most jia lat one.
then he called. soo boohoo.. we not cold-war-ing. lols.
ok. ignore that boohoo comment. hahahaha.
but then. still. tension.
lik just waiting for some stupid sparks.
to spark everything back. geees...
sometimes. i wonder.
why would i want a stupid nemesis idiot piece of shiit to drive me crazy?!
cant i just get someone real dumb and slow that will pamper me lik some precious precioussy prissy princess. LOL.
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sometimes i wish i can unds u abit more.
just abit more.
sometimes i wish..
things didn happen.
but we all know.
face the reality yo!

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mmm. been drifting ard for months
in fact, more than a year yeah?
ever since that particular incident.
in my mind, all i wanna know and hav is to enjoy.
just e-n-j-o-y.
and, yes, i got lost in the midst of it.
back then, in my mind, there is only one purpose.
expand social circle, get back all my friends that i lost
indulge in things that didn seem as right by the others.
yes, time suddenly sped forward, things were going fast, life was awesome.
but, somehow, something is lacking somewhere.
every now and then, everything felt vapid.
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sometimes i asked myself, wtf m i doing.
wtf i want. and (*snap) i got distracted.
by yet another indulgement.
ppl came and went. things happened.
i regretted.
BUT luckily im smart enough to not let go of ppl that are tremendously impt t me. ((:
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during those moment, i did things according to what i want.
hurt someone. took some float i saw drifting around.
ruin a friendship which would be perfectly fine if i didn lost my sense then.
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i can see her doing it. the same thing i did back then.
trying all means to get up.
numbing oneself.
well, it took me long enough eh?
and yes, i can see you doing the exact same thing.
hah. the people that got lost in the midst of hurt and indulgement.
mix it up. u get the blend im trying to describe here.
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i dun deny that i enjoyed it.
mad enjoyed it.
infact i wanna cont enjoying it.
but, i hav recovered didn i?
from now, it should be an enjoyment rather than.
the excuse, that its a healing valve.
its a scar now.
a scar that reminds.
not a wound that hurt.
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im guilty. no matter whether m i at fault.
i didn know. so in a way.
iam deem as the innocent.
now. people who are hurting right now.
infact 9/10 ppl that hav access t my blog are busy healing themselves.
not that i gave 10 ppl access.
infact, i think. only 5 hav access. LOL!
ok. stop digressing.
people who aare hurting right now.
always believe in this.
everyone can live without someone.
everyone can be happy without THAT someone.
its hard. but its this particular one. that helped me walk out.
embrace this thought.
wad's yours will be yours. no matter wad.
i forgotten this in the midst of everything.
i forgotten this when i love too hard.
i forgotten this when i hurt too hard.
and i f regret.
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life is awesome now.
life is awesome for everyone.
as long as you know in your heart.
what makes you happy. what doesn make you happy.
and what lost the power to make you happy.
chunk those out of your life.
seek for what will make you smile again.
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it's time i look at that scar and be reminded of the pain.
allow the memory rush.
and not looking at it like im still hurting.
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time like this, i wanna a long bath. such indulgement should be indulge in more often. ((:

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#2,5,6 are my fave!
asked baby t help me choose.
obviously he chose #6. that bitch.
and obviously, #6 is my current blogskin.

anw, regarding the prev post.
uhmmm. dunno wanna blog abt it anot.
gimme a few days t mull over it. i'll get back t u. (laugh)
anw, it was just an misunderstanding.. mmmmm. m-i-s-t-a-k-e?
i certainly hope so!
cus if its the truth.
i hav just evolved from idiot to moron.
uhmmmm. ok a bit of wad happened.
LOL.
i saw sth like this.
--"The only place to retrieve back old memories... no one know the the truth.. i m so sorry.. it just hurts everytime ur name being mentioned"
and it spark off everything.
for more info.
either u wait, and see i will blog abt it anot.
OR, i'll say when i see you. lOL.
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its time t study. i've got two papers for march.
march 1, and march 3. well
atleast, thats wad the webbie show when i check a mth ago.
it better not change. if not. i=gg-fied.
ok. that reminds me. i should check again ltr.
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perfume list is almost ready, gotta double check the department store price.
well, i doubt i will be launching anytime soon. should be ard march bah.
will be busy with exams and whatnots.
not to mention.
i gonna teach tution! hahah.
tution, tek, exams, fyp. oh gees.
time management.
nvm, i believe i can cope.
all in the name of MONEY! waha.
so i guess, i will be in the north side pretty often?
fyp starting on march 8.
tution starting on march 4? which is lik at khatib. -.-
then baby stays at khatib?
now wad. khatib my second home?
NO WAY! third home.
tamp will always be my second home. ((: XOXO
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calendar t note:
-28feb
-1march**
-3march
-4march
-8march**
-27march
-31march
perfume

oh god, aid me in focusing on my studies.
it's more likely i will read my book!
jim butcher!
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ps:
oh, amanda, i forget tell u.
and i lazy sms u.
read jim butcher de book. darn nice.
abt magical stuffs de.
just lik the nora roberts de key trilogy. BUT, NICER!
meet up soon babe! ((: XOXO
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gotta start taking note of my gastric and back strain again. geees.


5.24am. off to bed. bye ppl. =S

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A professor of chemistry wanted to teach his 5th grade class a lesson about the evils of liquor,
so he produced an experiment that involved a glass of water, a glass of wine and two worms.

"Now, class. Observe closely the worms," said the professor putting a worm first into the water.
The worm in the water writhed about, happy as a worm in water could be.

The second worm, he put into the wine.
It writhed painfully, and quickly sank to the bottom, dead as a doornail.

"Now, what lesson can we derive from this experiment?" the professor asked.

Johnny, who naturally sits in back, raised his hand and wisely, responded,
"Drink wine and you won't get worms."

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in the end. it didn reach me loh! K**.
super dl. i wasted $28.50! ~!@#$%^&*(
i better reach me before sat. otherwise, im lik thinking of requesting for a refund. sighhh. best, my relative de relative wore the exact same piece in white on cny day 1!
almst burn right there.

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im not hardworking.
im just desperate for money.
im just desperate t meet my goals.
haha. *laughs
materialistic*
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i dun mind the hard work, i dun mind the effort.
as long as there is results.
as long as money start rolling in.
getting kinda anxious.
keep wondering. will there be response!?
what if, what if, all this will come to naught?
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sighh, there better be results.
seriously. i hav been doing the damn table.
and tml i gonna check out DFS and various department stores.
blahblah.
hope W and i can wake up tml.
since i gotta rush back for reunion dinner @ 7.
mommy keep reminding me.
i dun think she will forgive me if i screw up.
plus, it has been a long time since i see ama.
double sighh.
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well. somemore, im so gonna miss valentines!
will target market be smaller?
yes, definitely!
look wad sem proj has done t me!
profit margin, target market, breakeven, revenue. blahblah.
engine student take business module.
damn smart. really.
but i f-ing love it.
i should hav took business course loh.
k**
iya, blame it on myself man!
degree...! convert! convert!
marketting? accounting? business management?
iya. wadeva. can go in then say.
i got no confidence in this ground loh.
doubt any uni even want me. =X
blahh.
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bad day. really.
quarrelled with ama.
said things that i shudn say.
the moment it came out.
i f-ing regret.
im sorry ama.
sighh. i cnt apologise t her face t face.
dammit. i suck man.
why m i always so rash.
why do i ALWAYS say things and regret.
they say once bitten twice shy.
(i got bitten alot times. but i not shy at all!)
why cant i say sorry.
wad is pride. AHH~!
wadeva happened to my anger management?!
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i tot i had it curb.
til i "sorta unleashed" it tdy.
oh fuckk. hav t start right from the beginning again!
ka pui. kailing you suck.
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anw, baby bought me SD jacket. woots.
THAT jacket. yes yes. haha.
in BLACK somemore.
in XS somemore. woots. lovelove.
at first i tot.
TAY CN. u betray me! haha.
then baby keep saying. its not him.
its the SD guy.
better be loh.
haha. anw. uber thanks.
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my record of 4-5 years of consecutively receiving flowers on
VALENTINES DAY broke. )):
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anw, forget do "movie review".
14 blades, lightning thief.. mmm. not bad.
the su sth show. chinese show also not bad.
at least better than FONG YUN. lols.
is all fighting scene. so unless u like fighting scene. otherwise dun watch.
percy the lightning thief not so much fighting scenes. but sian. the "couple" nv la ji.
-10points! LOL..
14blades de graphic is nice. esp TUOTUO. woots. hot stuffs.
the SU sth show. that one ahh. the fighting is damn nice also.
but i kinda cringed at the violence.
i mean. literally. abit luh huh?
oh, i rmb, its called. SU QI ER-true legend.
for guys. i recommend! haha.
for closiess.. if u all lonely. call me. i pei ni watch.
provided u pay. since i watch liao. AHAH.
and since the show isn too bad, i dun mind a second time. ((:
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愛不單行. im totally digging it. ppl! go dl ok! or ask me send you via HP/COM! damn bloody nice. ((:

oh, but if u got some heart affairs. i mean. NASTY heart affairs. dun dl.
ltr cry not my fault yo~
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oh. and. lemme introduce you to the "NEW" flavour that bens and jerry just launched.
its called. the MANGO SOBER. and LEMON SOBER.
zai hoh? so now. the new word of the day is.
are u drunk or SORBET?
hello SU DA BING aka SU TIAO. haha. ((:
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so now u guys know wad is happening now?!
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a note to be noted:
my boyfriend doesn know when is my birthday.
woots! im lik suppose to do a bootie dance?!
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nightnight people. enough of sarcasm. ((:
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accio THAT melody. XOXO

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psyco mommy t buy two clothes for me from BC. since one of them oos.
and refund the money. so in actual fact. psyco mommy t buy one more for me.
yeshha. haha.
then i use my own ac trf for ONE dress.

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and please.
hav some pity in me.
cny quickly come! so many blogshop now chionging to launch new clothes cus of cny.
once cny. alot BS gonna hibernate. haha.
then i'll be safe. ((:

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so now. im left with f21(3) to collect from xe.
rwb(2).
BC rach(1)
BC velda(1)
BC viola(1)
room290(1)

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please those in red. all reach me asap by cny. i cant wait man!
the not in red also quickly reach me i wanna wear u! haha.

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im broke. )):

work.work.work.

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woots. BC rach is uber nice!
i just emailed her. told her. im afraid that THAT top (which both amanda and jes like)
might not reach me in time.
u noe what she reply me?
she asked me t email her again on thurs if i still nv receive.
then she see got extra pieces not.
then will meet me t pass me
woots.
uber thumbs up! ((:

BC IS LOVESS((:

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had a talk with R. think we are back t normal now. ((:

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oh, and he got me down! and this new alicia keys song. AHAH.
and the dogs yelling song. well. thats wad he claim. HAHA.

zz, may i noe who sang frozen. i cnt find the artist!
how t ask ppl dl for me sia!?
ask u send me u nv send. slap u.

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urghh. blogger pics uploading seriously suck ****.
i shud stop my suck **** thingy.
super vulgar. =X
and wilson is countering me with i suck **. ZZZ!
damn gross.
ok. move on.

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im abt t spend 103.50 if i were t buy all that i want in that prev post.
ok. that seriously suck.
here is the "plan".
either i buy. and wait for another month or two before i can get my "bag"
or. i can always wait and combine with my hong pau.
and get my "bag"
so. its lik bag or shopping.
a dilemma kinda thingy. screw the spelling.
im tired after uploading sooo many photos.

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oh. me and olivia broke up. )):
we ended our fb r/s.
cus i needa declare my r/s with mr wilson le. =S
but not gonna declare now.
lest some fuckers think that either one of us are fucking despos.
get attached right before V day.
but... what they know!?
and i cnt exactly put. we got attached on 281109 right?!
that will be ridiculous. and over reacting? haha. wadeva.
so. t prevent much trouble. and seal those mofo's mouth up.
declare aft V day.
and i can just say.
OH, he chu stunt on V day. i got touched. we gt tgt.
which is rubbish.
but they dunhav t noe isn it. =X
BITCHINESS~~

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my last 24hrs. one word. FAB.
not till the extend of ULT. but yes FAB. haha.
after THAT emo night.
i think i kinda deserve it. hah.
as in i deserve the fab thingy.
not the emo night ok!
sighh. perhaps its good i actually told him.
but i feel so vulnerable now.
lik a emotional door of mine had just opened.
and i cnt seem t close it. if not will jam him. )):

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i still got a prob with opening up. =X
anw. he also hav! so fair and square. =D
anw, im fine with our current situation.
sooo. lets hope it stay this way bahh. ((:
cheers*

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i cant wait for hong pau!
more more more hong pau please!!!
老娘没钱了!
baby, i hope u really lik the belt.
tho i would much prefer the round one. =S

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spring clean part II tml.
just the thought of it. i feel tired liao. =S
im still deciding. whether should i buy the clothes. sighhh.
the more i think. the longer i drag.
the highER chance it will get oos.
sometimes its good.
but sometimes i regret! cus i really like the piece.
but come t think of it.
luckily i didn buy that SD jacket.
hard t pei sia. im always wearing dress!
that sd vest that went oos suit me much more.
oh well. no fate ah!

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i want my skin t quickly recover!
its recovering. getting better and better.
but can u lik vrrroooom vrrroom recover before cny?
or at least before my bday!
i waited a year! i wanna submit my application!
quick quick.
f21(3), rwb(3), bc(1). quickly postman. deliver it t my place!
ubi ave 1!! i wanna wear for cny. i waited for a month liao! zzz.
cny. u better be good this year.
this year, mommy and daddy not with me.
please lemme enjoy the cny.

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suddenly, felt old. maybe becus daddy mommy no longer care abt staying home.
maybe cus this family is really falling apart.
maybe becus bigbro left.
sometimes its good, cus i feel more free.
but, sth felt amiss.
at times, i dunwan second bro's flat t be ready.
cus, i would be left all alone.
mommy not staying home.
daddy not even in sg.
luckily. im no longer young.
or maybe. suayness.
if im still young, daddy mommy will prolly stay tight tgt.
all for my sake. )):

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nonetheless.
i still hav xxzz, cy. and W! that should suffice.
it hav t suffice!
sometimes. i really feel. xx is closer t me than my family.
sigh.
xx, when are u gonna text/call me t ask me out?
u really wanna wait for me t text/call you each and every time?
or. its the same old thing again.
im too "busy" for you?
sometimes, u are simply too zi dong.
and i dunlik it!

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wellwellwell. nights ppl.
who wanna buy perfume?!
get from me. haha. i got NICE discount. ANY PERFUME. man/woman. ((:

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